she’s distant! she’s incoherent! she’s sensitive! she uses escapism as a coping mechanism! she’s me!!!
The train journey. Part 5: The night ends
“I’ll order already. I’ll order seven helpings, some dumplings, those cold yam noodles that you like. You can come in your light body or skeleton or be invisible I don’t even care. Know you have a long way to travel. Know I don’t even know if it’s long at all. Wish you could tell me.”— Gabrielle Calvocoressi, excerpt of “Miss you. Would like to grab that chilled tofu we loved”, in Rocket Fantastic
“Sorrow is stronger than joy. One can forget joys, one never forgets sorrow. I am your suffering, that is why you can never stop loving me. Suffering alone is true, happiness isn’t.”— Renée Vivien, A Woman Appeared to Me (tr. by Jeannette Howard Foster), 1904
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